1/20/2015




before i found out i was pregnant i dreamed of one day having you. the day those two lines appeared on that one last test i had left over from the previous month when i thought for sure this was it i was finally pregnant, after months and months on end seeing one line and the heart break that filled my blood while wondering if something was truly wrong and worried if the day i seen 2 lines would ever come was beginning to fade away. i had stared at the test for hours i cried in fear and joy.  but mostly joy these questions run through my head, was i ready? was i going to be good enough? was i going to be everything she needed and more? those questions still run through my mind, even though i know our bond is already unbreakable and i already love you with my whole heart  I know that i am not perfect but i will be perfect for you. i will kiss your boo boos when you fall down i will build you up when you are down, i will be the arms you can run to, i will hold your hand until you let go, i will make you laugh when you want to cry, i will say i love you way too much, i will fall in love with your daddy all over again when i see him with you, he is already so in love with you.i will rock you to sleep, i will read to you, i will be silly just for you. i will smile when i feel you moving inside of me and cry when daddy feels your kicks.  i want to remind you the world is big but never scary & you can do anything you set your mind to. i never knew how much you could change me into the person i want to be for you. we can't wait to meet you sweet baby girl.


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  1. Sweet and wonderful words, I can only imagine the joy and love you're feeling right now.

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  2. Congrats Chelsea. You'll be an amazing mommy indeed, don't doubt yourself.
    xx
    www.rachaelstylesme.blogspot.co.nz

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    1. thank you so much Rachael! such kind words

      xo

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